i i i iam sooo mad. i posted a blog yesterday..or i thought i did. UGH! i wish jessi was here. i suck at the computer!!!

i started yesterday's blog.... Hi Ricky!!!! i was sooooooo happy to see you at the lake. you are a doll baby and i love you to bits! keep praying for me, don't forget!

so, we went to the lake to celebrate lisa's 50th birthday. she got lots of awesome gifts, that's all i can say about that. hahaha. i am sure she will have fun with them. :) i will post a "lake rat" picture later, since i have NO idea how to and jessi is gone for 2 days....starting her new job! hooray! nevermind...she just walked me through it over the phone...yay! i did it! i feel like kip from napolean dynamite... i LOVE technology! haha. ok, now i just added dave's 50th birthday picure! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! "i neva beeen so happy in my who life!" quote from long duck dong. oh, i crack myself up. if you read this dave...i love you! and yes ladies, he's available!!!!

well, i get repeat pet scan thurs, should know results by monday...hope its good news! then i should be off to houston 2-3 weeks from then. trust in the lord with all your heart!!!! thats like my daily mantra. lol

i have to go...feeling great and lots to do today. peace out!

My heart is heavy. My brother, David, and his wife Robyn, lost her momma unexpectedly yesterday. They are devastated. Please pray for them. I wish I could take away their pain.

Yesterday was a rough day...but thank you Karson for catching fireflies with me when I felt better last night. It fed my soul! You are the sweetest little girl! and i love you.

Namaste! ok...so i DID yoga today! quite entertaining! i am sooo NOT limber, hahaha. i would like to take a minute to thank ALL the fabulous people in my life who love me so much! there are too many people, too many acts of generosity and kindness to list...it OVERWHELMS me... the love i feel!!! so, with all of my heart (you know who you are) i thank you! this journey i am on sucks immensely, but at the same time, it has been a beautiful gift of friendship and love. it is like chemo...i hate it and love it all at the same time! for whatever reason, i am on this path...and i am so blessed to be carried by all of you!

Proverbs 3:3 Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart.

seize the day! goal for today...shower! (and put on makeup while i still have eyelashes-hahaha) i am excited that jessi helped me make this blog. i will try to write when i can. So, yesterday i was bed bound..which is good...kickin cancer butt! today i have made it out of bed :) i had a great weekend with my bff, laura. actually...soul sister! 2day lookin forward to jenni edwards visiting. and jenni wunderlich driving here from seattle! i can't wait to give her a big fat hug!

medical update...i have completed round 2 (of 6) of chemo. and....this is soooo super exciting...i will be going to md anderson in houston, texas in about 5-6 weeks for 2nd opinion (and possible treatment). it is a leading national cancer hospital that is really progressive. "hallelujah!" (and i am singing that opera style...lol) i'm exhausted...will write later.

Proverbs 15:13 a happy heart makes the face cheerful...